Now you know why...

My blog title "My chaotic life" has definitely earned it's stripes yet again. My mother has been committed to a mental clinic. I am holding back tears speaking to you, the world, about myself. My life has dealt me so many bad hands that I am just numb. My mind is just a flood of emotions right now. My mother was contemplating suicide. I'm usually the one helping everyone including my mother with everything. Now I feel helpless. I can't eat, I can't sleep. I don't know what to do right now. If any of you want to help me get through this, thank you. If you want to be a troll, there is a special circle of hell for you.